In the traditional, Extraordinary Form of the Roman Rite a priest can add orations for himself, Pro seipso sacerdote, on the anniversary of his ordination. And so I did!
The 2002MR has three formularies Pro seipso sacerdote while the 1962MR has but one (enough).
Let’s look at the prayer in the Extraordinary Form, which I used today:
Omnípotens et miséricors Deus, humilitátis meae preces benígnus inténde: et me fámulum tuum, quem, nullis suffragántibus méritis, sed imménsa cleméntiae tuae largitáte, caeléstibus mystériis servíre tribuísti, dignum sacris altáribus fac minístrum; ut, quod mea voce deprómitur, tua sanctificatióne firmétur.
SLAVISHLY LITERAL VERSION:
Almighty and merciful God, kindly hark to the prayers of my humility: and make me, Your servant, whom, no merits of my own favoring me, but by the immense largess of your indulgence, You granted to serve the heavenly mysteries, to be a worthy minister at the sacred altars; so that, that which is called down by my voice, may be made sure by Your sanctification.
The prayer focuses on priest’s self-awareness of his lowliness. Who he is and what he does is from God’s grace and choice, not his own.
It also emphasis the relationship of the priest to the altar, that is, the bond of the priest and Holy Mass. Priests are ordained for sacrifice.
No priest, no sacrifice, no Mass, no Eucharist.
In the older form of Holy Mass, after the consecration during the Roman Canon at the Suppplices te rogamus… the priest bends low over the altar. He puts his hands on it. They, his hands and the altar, were anointed with Sacred Chrism. He kisses the altar. Then he makes signs of the Cross over the consecrated Host on the corporal, over the Precious Blood in the chalice, and over himself.
Christ is Victim. Christ is Priest. The priest is victim and priest as well.
This moment during Holy Mass reveals his mysterious bond with the altar, where the priest sacrifices the victim. Sacrificial victim and sacrificing priest are one. At the altar he is alter Christus, another Christ, offering and offered.
In regard to the Sacred Chrism and ordination, last year I heard the sermon of His Excellency, Most Rev. Robert C. Morlino of Madison at the ordination of priests. He made the recommendation that, in hard times, the men should put a drop of Chrism on their hands, and rub it in, to remind them of who they are. And so I did today. I can still smell it as I type.
What also comes to mind, in considering the bond of priest and altar and victim upon it, is the Augustinian reflection of the speaker of the Word and the Word spoken, and the message and reality of the Word and the Voice which speaks it.
The voice of the priest and the priest himself are merely the means God uses in the sacred action, the sacramental mysteries at the altar, to renew in that moment what He has wrought. Finally, this is done through mercy. The words misericors, clementia, largitas, benignus all point to the mercy of God.
The priest speaks and God makes what he speaks reality.
He takes the priest’s insubstantial words and makes them firm and real.
He takes unworthy men, priests, and gives them His own power.
This is why ad orientem worship is so important. It must be a component of the New Evangelization.
Huius, Dómine, virtúte sacraménti, peccatórum meórum máculas abstérge: et praesta; ut ad exsequéndum injúncti offícii ministérium, me tua grátia dignum effíciat.
SLAVISHLY LITERAL VERSION:
O Lord, by the power of this sacrament, cleanse the stains of my sins: and grant; that it may make me worthy by Your grace unto the performance of the ministry of the office that has been imposed.
Priests are sinners in need of a Savior just like everyone else.
They confess their own sins and receive absolution from a priest like everyone else.
They, too, must do penance for past sins like everyone else.
They, while coming to the altar as alter Christus, come to the altar as sinners. There is only one perfect one.
In the older Extraordinary form of Holy Mass, the priest is constantly reminded about who he is and who he isn’t. The newer form? Not so much.
In this Secret, spoken quietly, the priest prays for what only God can do: remove the stains of sins from his soul.
The prayer brings also to mind the burden of the yoke of the priesthood, symbolized by the priestly vestment, the chasuble. Whatever its shape, the chasuble is a sign of the priest’s subjugation.
As the priest puts on this most visible of his vestments, he traditionally prays, “O Lord, Who said: My yoke is easy and My burden light: grant that I may bear it well and follow after You with thanksgiving. Amen.” The yoke is the ancient sign of subjugation. The ancient Romans caused the conquered to pass under a yoke, iugum.
This attitude of the priest at the altar, formed by the prayer and the very vestment he wears, can teach us a great deal about the nature and design of all the things that we employ for the celebration of Mass.
Omnípotens sempitérne Deus, qui me peccatórem sacris altáribus astáre voluísti, et sancti nóminis tui laudáre poténtiam: concéde propítius, per hujus sacraménti mystérium, meórum mihi véniam peccatórum; ut tuae majestáti digne mérear famulári.
SLAVISHLY LITERAL VERSION:
Almighty eternal God, who desired me, a sinner, to stand at the sacred altars, and to praise the might of Your Holy Name: propitiously grant, through the mystery of this sacrament, the forgiveness for me of my sins; so that I may merit to wait upon Your majesty.
On the day of ordination the priest lies down upon the floor.
He is, in that moment part, of the floor. He is the lowest thing in the church.
Consider two sets of contrasts.
First, there is the contrast of the low state of the servant sinner and the majesty of God.
Second, there is the present moment contrasted with the future to come.
Majestas is like gloria, Hebrew kabod or Greek doxa, a divine characteristic which – some day – we may encounter in heaven in such a way that we will be transformed by it forever and forever. When Moses encountered God in the cloud on the mountain and in the tent, he came forth with a face shining so brightly that he had to wear a veil. This is a foreshadowing of the transformative power of God’s majestas which he will share with the saints in heaven.
The priest waits upon majestas.
He waits on it, in that he awaits it and waits upon it. He serves it, as in a waiting waiter he serves it out as well. He also desires it for his own future. But in the present moment he waits upon it as a servant. He is an attendent, in every sense. He is one who waits and he is one who waits.
May God have mercy on all priests, sinner servants, attendant on the unmerited grace and gifts of the Victim Priest and Savior. May God have mercy on me, a sinner. Pray for me, a sinner.