Daily Rome Shot 1263 – so it begins

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A few years ago, I gave a talk at a conference in Napa Valley for a men’s group. It was a fine event with great guys. Two other priests spoke, Fr. David Jenuwine and Fr. Edward Looney. I was so grateful that I was the last speaker and not the first so that the poster did not read “Zuhlsdorf Jenuwine Looney”. It was the Feast of Our Lady of the Rosary. The next day a fire swept through Napa. That night, in the hotel near the airport for my next day flight, it hit me. A severe, nearly paralyzing, burning stabbing pain seized my left shoulder and stabs up the side of my skull. It was so bad that all I could do was sit in a chair. Moving was agony. I had some pain killer with me and loaded it up in the morning in order to get home. I don’t know how I did it. That pain stuck with me for a long, except, it moved around. Sometimes lower in my back, sometimes sliding over to the right side. Sometimes worse, sometimes less bad, sometimes so bad I couldn’t raise the chalice at Mass and all I could do was sit in a chair. The pain left, entirely, on the Feast of Our Lady of the Rosary exactly one year after it started.   I talked to an exorcist friend about it and we compared notes.

Yesterday, Ash Wednesday, my tech started to fight me. I had desktop problems, laptop problems, TV box problems. I was making a podcast and the software I’ve used so many times fought me. The microphone wouldn’t record above a whisper though I adjusted it way up. I worked through these things and got the recording posted. I read something from Sheen’s On The Demonic in the LENTCAzT.  I said Mass in the afternoon, with only a minor audio glitch in the stream at the start. Supper. Then it hit me. The same massive pain over my left scapula and up the side of my skull. During the night it drifted over to the right. I reflected on Paul and the thorn in his side as I asked Mary to put her mantle over me, the angels to defend me and Christ to pour His Precious Blood upon me.

This morning I find that my refrigerator ice maker is not working and that it is not cooling below 40°F.

A connection with the podcasts, maybe?  Some other resolve I made?  I note that the podcasts for Lent began on Shrove Tuesday, which this year 4 March is the Feast of the Holy Face.  Also, recently, with the TMSM society I’m still involved with I obtain new reliquaries and relics for the chapel where the TLM is celebrated.  No good deed goes unpunished?

I don’t often get very personal in my posts.  Whatever this is, I ask for your prayers.  I’d really like this to stop but I’ve offered the pain for my mother’s healing.

And I still don’t understand what’s happening with my amazon affiliate accounts (US and UK).   The links seem to work but I am not showing any sales in my stats.   This is a deep concern.

It feels like an all out attack.

Please remember me when shopping online and use my affiliate links.  US HEREWHY?  This helps to pay for health insurance (massively hiked for this new year of surprises), utilities, groceries, etc..  At no extra cost, you provide help for which I am grateful.

 

In chessy news… HERE

White to move and mate in 2. Tricky.

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12 Comments

  1. [NB: I’ll hold comments with solutions ’till the next day so there won’t be “spoilers” for others.]

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  3. BeatifyStickler says:

    Praying. Our Lady of Victory watch over you,

  4. MitisVis says:

    In our prayers

    Also at Crisis is a piece by Sheryl Collmer
    “Bishops Burning Bridges”
    https://crisismagazine.com/opinion/bishops-burning-bridges
    Pretty much sums it up

  5. TheCavalierHatherly says:

    “This morning I find that my refrigerator ice maker is not working and that it is not cooling below 40°F.”

    On the positive side, your refrigerator is merely walking, so if you need to do so, you can overtake it quite easily. Take that, cliche prank phone calls!

    (I’ll show myself out now)

  6. Kathleen10 says:

    I’m so sorry you’re having so many issues Fr. Z. Sometimes, you just know where it’s coming from. Please Jesus, protect Fr. Z and send Satan packing. Also please extend mercy to his dear Mom.
    Maybe a doctor or someone will reach out about the pain. Might I suggest you consider a chiropractor, if you can get a referral to someone good in your area. It sounds awful, maybe they can shed some light on it and help.

  7. VForr says:

    Thank you, Father, for sharing. You are in my prayers as is your mother.
    What an interesting photo. Everything about it is beautiful to me. I am excited for your upcoming Roman sojourn, the photos you will take, and the stories you will share.

  8. hilltop says:

    Father,
    I am
    Offering prayers to Our
    Lady and St Michael now For your spiritual fortification
    For your temporal fortification,
    Do you accept Venmo???

  9. grateful says:

    Still smiling from the tape picture- we’ve all been there.
    Please Heavenly Father, bless Fr Z and his mother.

  10. Tony Pistilli says:

    I saw those reliquaries show up at morning Mass and wondered where they came from! My 5 year old daughter has been reminding me daily about the dead saint bones now on the altar.

    Who are they?

  11. Dad of Six says:

    Saint Joseph, Terror of demons, pray for us!

    Will offer our breviary prayers for you and your Guardian Angel.

  12. A.S. Haley says:

    Not too late, I hope, to appreciate the chess problem. White can mate in two if he sacrifices his Queen:
    1. QxN+ RxQ
    2. Bxb5 mate

    Same result if Black plays 1. . . . Kd7. Removing the Knight is key to enabling mate by the Bishop.

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